Why suddenly the old same feeling is haunting my mind. Guess what? I know i’ve decided to just stay in KL a month back. but somehow, Now, I think the bestest thing for me to do is just move. To penang or something. I don’t even recognize myself anymore. Most of my old friends can’t even recognize me. And so does my mum. She doesn’t mind me having fun cause she used to be a teenager too and she knew how our hormones work. But she keep saying “This is not my Najua”. I guess I did change. I know, They said people change, But can i redo back?

I love my new friends, I love each one of them. I’m not blaming them in anyway, I’ve got myself into something that i tend to do, and ended up enjoying doing it. But sometimes, the things that you enjoy doing might just bring you the worst impact. I’ve gone overboard. I mean, starting everything in such an early age. plus i’ll be having a big exam this year. like i said, its not about making my parents proud or even the money i’ll be getting from them and relatives if i get good results. (OKAY, MAYBE THAT a little) It’s more to like, be proud of myself for something that i actually worked on & proofing to all the people around me that i can do it.

So, By now, Yes, I need to decide like, totally decide. And when i say decide, i mean it, really decide. Well let’s just see my results. Maybe i could move to penang. Why Penang? well Australia is too far. While penang is not so far away. Plus I have my closest relatives there. and so does my grandma. And my aunty’s a principle of this good school that she’s been telling me about so it’ll be much comfy studying there. I can’t stand my current school , Because Most of the people in my school .. lets just not talk about it. Malas.

Oh Great, Science Test tomorrow. I’m off studying. for good.

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- xoxo, Najua.